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hello. i  am 51  years  ole .. trying  my  best  even  thor we   try  are  ebst ..  bill  people  rings  my phone # .. asking for payment .. when u  tell  them  u like  to send  what u  can .. due  to hard ships.. they  ask  why  u  fall behine ..  and  when u  tell  them  how  u  got  behine..  they  seem  not to care .. husband  went back to work  april  2008 ..  was  working  good  trying to  get caught up  on  all of  our  bills .. he  was  off  for   about  year  be4  that  due  to  he  had  cancer ..had to have  surgey  to  remove  cancer from  his nose. and  then  he had to  have  treatments.. so when  he  went back to work  we  mae  are  house  payments .. and  was  trying to  meet  all other  bills.. now  come  he  lay  abck  off  lack of  work.. we  try to  work  with  bills . itsahrd..  even thro we  ask  for  help  call up   the  nipsco , talk  to  to  any one  that u  own  money too .  hopeing  they work with us ..  ahhhhh  guess what ..  all they want to  do   is  repo  ur e car  , house  and  shut off people  utility..  not work with you  @ all  that sad .. now  can  any one  out there  tell  me any  diff .. casue i  have  try  to seek  help and  call around   ..  not  one  reply .. after all  i am  trying  all  so  to  help raise a  4  year  grandson ..  whom  ever  read  this  god  bless  you  too .. thank for  your  time  in  just ing as  most  does

now  that  christma  is  very near ..  and  husband  is  still laid off of work.. i want to  thank  all  that  rid  my blog..  and  want to say  merry  christmas and  hope  everyone  ha a bless  new  year.. behind  on  my house  and  all bills..  no  christams  help  for me and my family.. thanks all that comes  reads  my  blog

 ahhhhhh!!!!! this time  is  hard .. but  guessit hard  for most ..christmas around  the  corner . husband  laid  off  and  me i  seek work  no work  found..  bills are getting tough to make ..  not  much income  comming  in @ all.. this  christmas is  going to be the  roughest. whe hubby  went back to work  in april.. he  waas offalsmost 2 years due to  his  cnacer and  then had to  face treatments  boy  that was rough  one too.. in april  of  2008  he went back to work .  we was already behine  on  bills  ..  hoping and prayering we  get   it caught up ..  then  @ once  work  stop  he laid  back off.. less money  comming in now.. but  guess that with lots people  out there  now.. my heart and  paryers goes ut  to  us  all  that  having a rough  time.  but  canany  tell where i  can  get  helping hand ..  thew  the  rough  times ..  cause  boy i  sure have  look  havent  found  any  help ..  thank  you  do have a  bless day

Hello  there..  i  writing  to whom  ever  reads  this ..  i'm  very  stress  out ..  well  all my trouble  started  about  about a  year  ago ..  when  my husband  got  told  he  had  skin  cancer .. it was in  the  nose..  he  was  in  4th  stage ..  and  surgey and  kemo  treatments...  was  trying to work  and  do  treatments @ same  time..  now  he has life   that  a great  thing ..  but  was off  of work  half  year  got  be hine  on house  payments .. and was  trying to  fix  our  home  up .. ..  he went back to work  in  april of 2008.. but  now  is laid  off . so i  feel i  be  more under stress again .. i have  heart  trouble too ..  my  home  be  under  the guns  again ppl  calling  asking   when can payments  be  made heck  we  even  had  our  repo  .. got  it back ..  now  looks  like  it be  taken  again ..  i  have seek  work  no work found..  i'm  51  now  who  going to  to  give  me  work ..  company looks  @  your  age .. i  do  know  that .. i  losse  a  lot now.. for  sure  ..  cant  pay  my bills and  praying i  will  have a home .. i  payed on  last  20 years .. i pary  evering  night  ask  man  above  .. father do u  here  my prayers.. now  here i  set  once agin  with  pain  worrys .. i  do  say  when  cancer  hits you   it drain  u  from all .. heck i  even  set  heer with  out  my  hear   med .. if i  have a heart  tac  ..  some   like me  that  takes  nicho when u  have  tightness  in  chest .. i  leave  all in  god  hand .  told  my  husband.. belave in  the  lord..  i have a  small  4 year ole  grand child  that  live with me..  he  say to  me  this year  will we  have  xmas  grandma.  can u  look in a  child  eyes  tell  him   we have to wait and  see hon..  we write a letter  to  santa  .. i  told  him  just like i  did  last  year  as  he  sat on my lap  honey  it   jeuse  brithday .. on  xmas..  and i  ask  him what he  wa  thankful  this  year  ..  he  said  to  me  are  u thankful  grand ma  to  have  me around .  i  said  sure  with tear  in my eye ..  i  walk  thew  some  hard times  in  51  years  of life ... being  behine  on your  bills  is'nt  easy  @ all .. ppl  calling u  up   you tell  them about  hard ship..  heck  they  dont  care ..  all  they  think about  when  can  you  send  a  payment .. well i  dont  really  know  who  will  read  my letter ..  but i  just wanted  to  share  it with  some  one... i hate  answering  my  phone  .. knowing it  going to be a  bill person  calling me  asking  me  for  money..  telling   them  i;m  in  hard ship  and  cant  pay anything rt  now ..  but i  do my best to get  something ..  they dont want  to here  that   they want  a  payment .. were  do  u  go  from  heer  when just   doing  your  best to  palce a bite  of  food  in home so u have  something to eat .. i  never  ask  for  this ..  my  husband  got  sick was  off  a  year  like i said  @ begaining of  my letter .. i  thank  the lord  each day  for  my  blessing  that  he  let  him  have  life   even  throw  he walks around  with a whole  in  side of  nose..we have  each  other ..if means  we  dont have  anything  else  in life .. i  dont want to lose  my  home or  my  car .. but way things  are  going rt  now..  husband  out work laid  off  again .. and  me  @ my  age  seeks work  but  nocalls about  work .. looks  we lose  all we  work  for